A DAY

A MILLION SADNESS, A BILLION SMILES.

START OFF WITH A HORRIBLE MORNING, NERVE WRECKING PAIN AND AN OBVIOUS WARNING. SLOWLY DRAG YOURSELF, HOLDING YOUR ABDOMEN TIGHT, STRUGGLING TO INCH YOURSELF FORWARD, A POOL OF BLOOD IS INDEED A TERRIBLE SIGHT.

WALK OUTSIDE WITH HEAD BENT DOWN, THOUGH WHEN SOMEONE LOOKS AT YOU, YOUR FACE SHOWS NO FROWN. YOU SMILE AT THEM BACK, THAT’S NOT YOUR USUAL BRIGHT ONE, BUT NO ONE WOULD MAKE OUT THE DIFFERENCE EXCEPT YOUR BELOVED ONES.

YOU SIT IN THE CLASS AND TRY TO LISTEN, WITH ONE HAND HOLDING THE PEN, THE OTHER ONE SUPPORTING YOUR LOWER BACK, OF COURSE THIS HAND HOLDS ON MUCH TIGHTER THAN THE OTHER. NEVER IS YOUR MIND TOWARDS THE NOTES YOU WRITE, AS YOU TRY TO SIT ALONE WITH ALL YOUR MIGHT.

THIS LASTS UNTIL YOU SEE YOUR MAN, YOUR LOVE, SUPPORT, COURAGE AND FAITH. YOU LOOK AT HIM WITH THE EYES THAT NEVER CHANGE; THE PAIN SUDDENLY SEEMS SO WEAK AND MILD, AS YOUR HORMONES START HUNTING INTO THE WILD. YOU ARE STILL HOLDING YOUR BACK, BUT YOU HOLD ON TO IT LESS AND LESS TIGHT AS HE IS APPROACHING CLOSER IN SIGHT.

HE LOOKS AT YOU AND ASKS WHAT’S WRONG, HE WOULD KNOW ANYTHING, ANYTHING THAT’S WRONG WHILE DIRECTLY LOOKING AT YOUR FACE THAT MIGHT SAY “YAY! I AM FINE” TO ANYONE ELSE. HE KNOWS YOU THAT WELL, EVERY INCH HE STEPS CLOSER, YOUR PAIN SEEMS TO DISAPPEAR.

YOUR DAY PROCEEDS WELL COMPARATIVELY, UNTIL HE’S THERE WITH YOU, A PROTECTION, SOMEONE WHO JUST COMPLETES YOU. EVERYTHING SEEMS FINE AND NICE, UNTIL YOU START LOOKING INTO HIS EYES, AS HE QUICKLY LOOKS AT THIS CUTE GIRL THAT WALKED BY, LIKE A SHINING SWIRL.

HE LOOKS BACK AT YOU AND ACTS INNOCENT, YOU KNOW HIS INNOCENCE IS A COMPLETE NUISANCE AS YOU START QUESTIONING HIS ACTION, HOLDING TIGHTER AND TIGHTER ONTO YOUR LOWER BACK!

HE AGREES THAT HE LIKES HER AFTER CONSTANT PERSUASION, THAT MOMENT YOU WISH AND PRAY WITH ALL YOUR HEART THAT EVERYTHING WAS AN ILLUSION. YOUR EYES WITH THAT BRIGHT SMILE WITH HIDDEN PAIN BEGINS TO WATER AS YOU TRY TO CONCENTRATE IN CLASS AND SLOW DOWN YOUR HEART THAT JUST FELT SLAUGHTERED.

THE WHOLE DAY BECOMES A TRAGEDY, BUT YOUR FACE REMAINS UNCHANGED, YOUR SMILE REMAINS SWEET AND CHARMING, OH! FEELS SO NATURAL TO ALL BUT FEW. NO ONE KNOWS YOUR PAIN, SADNESS, YOUR FEELINGS, YOUR EMOTIONS. FOR OTHERS YOUR LIFE IS JUST FULL OF COMMOTION AS YOU TRY TO AVOID EVERYTHING WITH A SMILE. THE SMILE THAT COULD MOLD STONE INTO GOLD, THE SMILE AWAKENS THE SKIES WHICH CRIES WITH SHUDDERING DOWNPOUR WITH JEALOUSY, THE SMILE THAT WINS EVERYONE’S HEARTS EXCEPT THE ONE YOU WANT.

OH GIRL! BE PROUD, WITH A MILLION SADNESS YOU FACED, I HOPE YOU REMEMBER THAT I HAVE ALWAYS LOVED THE BILLION SMILES YOUR LIPS TRACED.

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